A declaration of sorts

Hello dear readers. I know it has been awhile but I have something personal to say. Ok, here goes. I have decided to get in shape. I know, I know, but don't surf to the web site that has the celebrity babes centerfolds. This is a decision that I didn't come to lightly. This idea has always popped in my mind, but something was always missing. Motivation. Yes, I have never had the right motivation until now. The idea of improving one's health would be the motivation, but it isn't. Impressing members of the opposite sex is not on the list either. Yeah, like I would really to meet a gal that is jonesing for my washboard abs and not for my personality. Yes, you read right, I want to meet a gal that loves my personality and not my body (well if she was married to me then she could love my. . . ummm some readers might be under 18 so I will stop this thought now). Anyways, the main motivation for me getting in shape is to be able to protect people. At work I am one of the few males on staff and I also work to closing time, so walking women to their cars is an almost daily occurence. I feel that is a duty of men to do this and usually for me it is a pleasure. Due to some disturbing events (basically ex-boyfriends stalking their ex) I have realized if it ever came to blows I would lose. If I had some muscle I would feel more confident that I could properly protect my fellow female workers. Hopefully, I will never have to do that in my life.
Fortunately, the company I work for has a fully equipped gym and excellent rates (you wouldn't believe how excellent the rates are). Thats right I have to decided to get off my ever fattening duff and do something. It will be painful and hard, but you know what thats okay with me. I think if I work at this hard enough, the benefits will be nice. Also, I might have to make some life changes, like getting up early and doing my work-out before work(hence the pain). I gladly(ok glad will be a stretch at first) and willingly take this challenge on if I can get more energy and feel a tad better about myself. Maybe, I will update my dear readers with my progress (maybe with "before and after" photos). Thats all I have to say for now, I am sure I could have said more but I am tired. Ok, now you can go surf to the celebrity babes centerfold web site.